昨天晚上.....
就差那么一点点 眼泪就流下了
为了什么??
其实 我也不知道
去年的11月开始 我们再也没有讲话。
一开始真的很不习惯
之后 因为逼自己习惯
渐渐地 对你开始没有感情
今年3月 因为某些原因
我要亲口问你一些问题
但
你给我的感觉 不只是冷战 无视
多了 厌倦 讨厌 令人反感
我也不知道我做错了什么
你也只会说我 态度问题
我也不想多说
因为你的一句不接受
我现在 一无所有
造成的伤害 无限的大
我看起来 没事
内心却如此的挣扎
几乎每晚都睡不着
噩梦连连
我以为 逃避就是解决的方案
结果显示 并不是
我花了一些时间
重新认识我自己
重新出发
一切都变得很难
身边的 人事物
一直再变
我却原地踏步
我要追回我以前的所有
再怎样心累
再怎样辛苦
再怎样压力
我都要撑过去
因为 我要回 以前我拥有的
我不想认输
没想到
你的一句话
我不小心拉你下水
让我愤怒
因为你的一个动作
一个行为
让我一无所有
我的泪 不是什么感动 伤心
是愤怒
很愤怒
我也觉得你不是故意的
但
如果我原谅你
就会对不起我自己
所以
我真的不知道
心很乱
脑更乱
我 慢 慢 的 失 去 自 我。
又是因为你的一句话
为什么 你可以动摇到我??
你凭什么?
2017年6月8日星期四
2017年5月31日星期三
31/05/2017
眨個眼 5月就要过去了
6月就要来了
不知不觉
是我最后一个sem跟你们一起了
下个sem开始 很难再看到我的踪影了
毕竟 我不是为了什么而回来
我只是无路可走 才倒回来的
看着你们 我心里总是不好受
所以 我请求你们TMD给我PASS你们的IMC
我真的不想在看到你们
我会死 认真的
不知道什么原因 让我和Andrew他 慢慢认识
不是说之前不认识 只是没有什么讲话而已
了解之后 挺不错的
但 他又是 是 狮子座
我真的怕了狮子座的人
一开始 真的会对你很好
到不知道几时 开始对你厌倦
甚至抛弃你
朋友 BRO 罢了
没有必要做到那么难看
完全没有非分之想
0%
我对每个人都很关心 ( 除了那些BITCH)
生病都会劝说多喝水
我跟你讲 不代表 我很专注于你
拜托 我也有叫很多人多喝水nahhh
不明白
我喜欢人家无预警的text你 问whr u?
我喜欢人家摸我的头
我喜欢人家牵着我的手
我喜欢人家叫我小心看车
我喜欢人家叫我小心开车
我喜欢人家对着我傻笑
我喜欢人家叫我名字
我喜欢人家去到那里都会问我在不在
我喜欢人家人家对我没用隐瞒
我喜欢人家问我什么事 当我不开心的时候
我喜欢人家来搞我
我那么多喜欢的
难道 我就是会喜欢上一个人吗?!
错!
这些都不是
爱情跟这些 是完全不一样的
没feel就是没有feel
即使做以上那些 我都觉得只是姐妹 是BRO
我很放的开
我看的很开
我做什么都很开
我不在乎的 就 不在乎
我在乎的 就会在乎
就是那么简单
我没有很简单 也 没有很复杂
你对我怎样 我就 对你怎么样。
明?
6月就要来了
不知不觉
是我最后一个sem跟你们一起了
下个sem开始 很难再看到我的踪影了
毕竟 我不是为了什么而回来
我只是无路可走 才倒回来的
看着你们 我心里总是不好受
所以 我请求你们TMD给我PASS你们的IMC
我真的不想在看到你们
我会死 认真的
不知道什么原因 让我和Andrew他 慢慢认识
不是说之前不认识 只是没有什么讲话而已
了解之后 挺不错的
但 他又是 是 狮子座
我真的怕了狮子座的人
一开始 真的会对你很好
到不知道几时 开始对你厌倦
甚至抛弃你
朋友 BRO 罢了
没有必要做到那么难看
完全没有非分之想
0%
我对每个人都很关心 ( 除了那些BITCH)
生病都会劝说多喝水
我跟你讲 不代表 我很专注于你
拜托 我也有叫很多人多喝水nahhh
不明白
我喜欢人家无预警的text你 问whr u?
我喜欢人家摸我的头
我喜欢人家牵着我的手
我喜欢人家叫我小心看车
我喜欢人家叫我小心开车
我喜欢人家对着我傻笑
我喜欢人家叫我名字
我喜欢人家去到那里都会问我在不在
我喜欢人家人家对我没用隐瞒
我喜欢人家问我什么事 当我不开心的时候
我喜欢人家来搞我
我那么多喜欢的
难道 我就是会喜欢上一个人吗?!
错!
这些都不是
爱情跟这些 是完全不一样的
没feel就是没有feel
即使做以上那些 我都觉得只是姐妹 是BRO
我很放的开
我看的很开
我做什么都很开
我不在乎的 就 不在乎
我在乎的 就会在乎
就是那么简单
我没有很简单 也 没有很复杂
你对我怎样 我就 对你怎么样。
明?
2017年5月21日星期日
20/05/2017
520的日子又来到了....
又怎样 还是要做工呀.......😒
可是 今天他没有做工 拿假了
已经几天没有跟他讲话了
不知道他在生气什么.....
要想办法哄回他哦.....
刚刚放工不久 一如往常的载我一个同事回家
她无端端的emo起来
聊起天来
她说 store manager 讲她情绪化
其实是有一点点啦 但 大多数的人 伤心的时候都会有负面的情绪呀
所以我觉得还好 没什么
也许我们大家年龄相差大
你有成熟思想 我们就没有
其实我也才那么19岁
我只是想赚个钱 让自己不用那么辛苦跟家里拿钱罢了
我真的只是想做好所有的东西
我不要什么升职加薪什么的
我很满意我现在的薪水和职位
我完全没有想要抢什么权利
因为 我知道
权利 一旦碰了 就会上瘾
我想要 但我不要为了这些伤害我不想伤害的人
还有
升职就代表你的负担会越大
eerrrr...
认真的 我觉得我肩膀没有位塞多一个啦
肩膀已经很重了
我没有这个能力再去扛
我老了 没有那种力气去扛
总之 我很满意 我现在的摸样。
晚安💤💤
又怎样 还是要做工呀.......😒
可是 今天他没有做工 拿假了
已经几天没有跟他讲话了
不知道他在生气什么.....
要想办法哄回他哦.....
刚刚放工不久 一如往常的载我一个同事回家
她无端端的emo起来
聊起天来
她说 store manager 讲她情绪化
其实是有一点点啦 但 大多数的人 伤心的时候都会有负面的情绪呀
所以我觉得还好 没什么
也许我们大家年龄相差大
你有成熟思想 我们就没有
其实我也才那么19岁
我只是想赚个钱 让自己不用那么辛苦跟家里拿钱罢了
我真的只是想做好所有的东西
我不要什么升职加薪什么的
我很满意我现在的薪水和职位
我完全没有想要抢什么权利
因为 我知道
权利 一旦碰了 就会上瘾
我想要 但我不要为了这些伤害我不想伤害的人
还有
升职就代表你的负担会越大
eerrrr...
认真的 我觉得我肩膀没有位塞多一个啦
肩膀已经很重了
我没有这个能力再去扛
我老了 没有那种力气去扛
总之 我很满意 我现在的摸样。
晚安💤💤
2017年5月14日星期日
Good day to you !
14/5/2017
MIND YOUR GRAMMAR
-verb
-sentence
-clause
-noun
-adjective
-pronoun
-interjection
-preposition
-adverb
-conjunction
PUNCTUATION
- Punctuation
is used to clarify the meaning of what is written.
1. Full Stop Question Mark &
Exclamation Mark
2. Commas
3. Semi-Colons
4. Colons
5. Hyphens & Dashes
6. Apostrophes
That's all for me ....
Friday 12/05/2017
GEX Happy Birthday !!
Is the FIRST TIME we group 1 all had a dinner!
maybe in few hours ago I am felt like sad but when I saw this picture
I feel like a home.
We like family.
That's warm 💗
Thank everyone care about me
I am FINE .
Today is Mother day.
unfortunately, I can't celebrate with my mum because I need to work.
YES is the time I need to go work.
BYE~
2017年4月30日星期日
30/04/201
Hi everyone welcome back!!
YES! is the time to share what I learn in last week.
This is Symbols and Pronunciation.
Seriously, this very hard to speak out.
BTW,
writing skill is easier👅
Definition of audience is an author's audience is the particular group of readers or viewers that the writer is addressing.
Two main factors that need to be consider are
- who is it for?
- what do you know about them?
1. Yourself
2. Personal Friend(s)
3. Personal(s) you don't know personally but you know something about them
4. Remote audience
Primary audience - the reader(s) for whom your document is primarily intended
Secondary audience - other reader(s) who may have reason to read part or all of you document
Identifying the audience
Determining the audience for a piece of writing is the starting point for any writer.
Age group
Gender
Language
Income and status
Race and Ethnicity
So far I am sharing until here.
If you want know more information please come study at PORTMAN College 💚
NOW I am going share about my personal feeling.....
Actually, I do not understand is my explanation unclear or you dun know what the hell I am talking.
that's I repeat said and you make mistakes time and again.
Why?! it's no reason and any excuse.
Hope you will understand and improve
Don't want these things to happen again.
That's really hard to me ..
YES! is the time to share what I learn in last week.
This is Symbols and Pronunciation.
Seriously, this very hard to speak out.
BTW,
writing skill is easier👅
Definition of audience is an author's audience is the particular group of readers or viewers that the writer is addressing.
Two main factors that need to be consider are
- who is it for?
- what do you know about them?
1. Yourself
2. Personal Friend(s)
3. Personal(s) you don't know personally but you know something about them
4. Remote audience
Primary audience - the reader(s) for whom your document is primarily intended
Secondary audience - other reader(s) who may have reason to read part or all of you document
Identifying the audience
Determining the audience for a piece of writing is the starting point for any writer.
Age group
Gender
Language
Income and status
Race and Ethnicity
So far I am sharing until here.
If you want know more information please come study at PORTMAN College 💚
NOW I am going share about my personal feeling.....
Actually, I do not understand is my explanation unclear or you dun know what the hell I am talking.
that's I repeat said and you make mistakes time and again.
Why?! it's no reason and any excuse.
Hope you will understand and improve
Don't want these things to happen again.
That's really hard to me ..
2017年4月23日星期日
last minute?!!
2350 23/4/2017
Hi, let me tell u what I'm learn in first class of vocabulary🙆
Actually, I'm learn too much, I dunnot what I should share with you guys
So, just like that too skip la😂😂😂
Ermmm... let me talk about my English teacher- Ms.Thinessha
Ermm.. I like she when teaching and she have a big smile that can let me smile too 😝
Except Mr. Kong, she was my second lover teacher❤
Thanks Ms. Thinessha teach me a.lot of things within this few week ❤🙆
Hi, let me tell u what I'm learn in first class of vocabulary🙆
Actually, I'm learn too much, I dunnot what I should share with you guys
So, just like that too skip la😂😂😂
Ermmm... let me talk about my English teacher- Ms.Thinessha
Ermm.. I like she when teaching and she have a big smile that can let me smile too 😝
Except Mr. Kong, she was my second lover teacher❤
Thanks Ms. Thinessha teach me a.lot of things within this few week ❤🙆
2017年4月15日星期六
College Life?? 15/04/2017
Seen my last status was two years ago..
OMG!!
Just now I read back what that time I'm writing....
It so childish hahahaha...!
And embarrassed.
Okay I'll share about pass a week was been happened in my life .
So, I need to mention!
This is my Blog, so I can write anythings I'm LIKE or DISLIKE.
This that feel uncomfortable or what....
I'M FREAKING DON'T CARE !
Have solution to you, just dun look my blog.
Problem solved !
Seen as last week. Friday. and my lecturer asked us to write a letter to yourself.
And I was wrote " Please don't forget those people said I have attitude problem."
Actually I should appreciate them said to me by face-to-face.
Yes! I knew I had this problem before but I was be change!!
They didn't feeling it!
But I don't care! because have somebody saw my attitude was changed a lot.
At that day I said to myself " YL Nerve Give Up, Nerve Ever!"
MEAN NO MATTER WHAT WAS HAPPENED! I'LL TRY MY BEST TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM AND STAY STRONG!!
I WON'T GIVE UP BECAUSE THIS IS MY LIFE!
FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!
Just now I read back what that time I'm writing....
It so childish hahahaha...!
And embarrassed.
Okay I'll share about pass a week was been happened in my life .
So, I need to mention!
This is my Blog, so I can write anythings I'm LIKE or DISLIKE.
This that feel uncomfortable or what....
I'M FREAKING DON'T CARE !
Have solution to you, just dun look my blog.
Problem solved !
Seen as last week. Friday. and my lecturer asked us to write a letter to yourself.
And I was wrote " Please don't forget those people said I have attitude problem."
Actually I should appreciate them said to me by face-to-face.
Yes! I knew I had this problem before but I was be change!!
They didn't feeling it!
But I don't care! because have somebody saw my attitude was changed a lot.
At that day I said to myself " YL Nerve Give Up, Nerve Ever!"
MEAN NO MATTER WHAT WAS HAPPENED! I'LL TRY MY BEST TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM AND STAY STRONG!!
I WON'T GIVE UP BECAUSE THIS IS MY LIFE!
FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!
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